In Search.

"So how are you feeling?"

There are many ways I might answer that question, and most times I never quite know which version I'm being asked. Are you asking how I'm feeling after having major abdominal surgery? Are you asking if I'm getting enough sleep? Perhaps you're trying to, as lightly and vaguely as possible, ask if I'm experiencing some baby blues. You may be wondering if I'm finding ways to juggle both motherhood and diabetes management, or if I'm finding ways for Old Kim and Mommy Kim to co-exist*.

Ahhh, there it is. Balance.

It's something I'm working on finding again, with more success in some areas than others.

*Much better now; lately yes, as Rabbit is sleeping 5-7 hours at a time during the night (yay!); nothing of note yet; most days have me thinking WTAF** while looking at my CGM trends, especially overnights; the new sewing box is an indication that I might just be.

**The "a" stands for "actual".